into the void

hey void, it's me again… thanks for being here in the abyss with me

a crowded kind of loneliness

07:44

sometimes it hits me—
i’ve come to realize
i am not someone’s singular best friend.

not in the way
that goes both ways.

i am many people’s best friend,
as many people are mine;
but never one-to-one.

when was the last time
i was someone’s first priority,
who was equally my first priority too?

what a lonely feeling—
to never truly be alone,
but still feel lonely.

there is nothing i seem to want more right now
than to be wanted by someone
just as much as i want them.

yet, what a blessing it is still,
to be seen and heard by many,
in a world so large
and a universe so vast.

07:50

✦ dark matter.

huh? the helly is dark matter??

heavy thoughts, vents, confessions — the unseen weight of the void

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