i had a dream about another person
that is not my own.
this wouldn’t be the first time.
i could feel the affection
that dripped from my lips,
and the love
that shined from their smile.
i wake up to a feeling—what is this feeling?
wistful. hm.
to feel desire,
with a trace of sadness.
am i sad because i am ashamed?
am i sad because i feel guilty?
sometimes i feel like
i have too much love to give.
why do i want
to be so affectionate?
is it wrong for me
to want to love and be loved
by not one, but many?
it makes me feel guilty. wrong.
what’s wrong with me?
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