into the void

hey void, it's me again… thanks for being here in the abyss with me

more chaos


author’s note | reflection

Wednesday, November 5, 2025 @ 20:32:42
ayo??? i fear this is the funniest foreshadowing ever. i think i truly manifested this shit for myself because what––the absolute fuck.

for those of you who don’t know, i’ve had a helluva year. i made new friends, started managing a band, walked away from a long-term relationship with who i thought was my forever person, got burnout from my job, quit my job from burnout, got manipulated, stopped managing a band, lost said new friends, started a new job, trusted someone to get behind the wheel, and ended up with over $2K in car damage (plus another load of heavy trauma to unpack, as if i didn’t just fight for my life already to be put into another life threatening situation).

and who knows what other fuckass thing will come my way, considering there’s still about two months left. it’s lit.

Wednesday, december 31st, 2025 @ 14:57:28
so i broke my ankle lol

look into the mirror →


how the fuck do people put music together and think

“yeah, this shit is going to sound so good

they’re going to feel like they’re fucking ascending”

anyways, i think i like life now

i think i also should start keeping a diary of thoughts straight from the brain and the time at writing

i need more chaos in my life

✦ this is a scribble.

the fuck is a scribble?

half-lists, half-diary blurts – messy notes I leave behind

a scribble

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